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I'll put my poems on here ...... and I'll add some quotes and some fun stuff ... yep ... Just take a gander

Mushroom Thoughts
 
Cradle of nothing
Centre of devotion
Uncharted youth
Lost amongst ourselves
Bitter from the start
Pleeing by the end
Let the light in
Let it creep slowly
Unearth the logic
And senseless silences
Escape reality
Breath the tears
Sip the wind
Dwindle the pain
Run the corridors
Careful so no one sees
Slam the door
Lock it all away
Whip the crazed
Dilute the unclean
The human race
Is as dirty as the walls
Caked on
And Forgotten
 
Madilyn Baldwin
July 2003

 
 
 
 
 
"Bitch juice is like juice that makes you feel good."
 
Patsy (on drinking)

Blessed
 
Can you feel the warmth of our kiss
The sound of us breath
The beat or our conjoined souls
You make me like no other
Understanding is unknown, and unconcivable
Don't listen to what the critics say
Listen to the forgotten touch
The unheard lyrics of a hopeful
Your eyes have penetrated and taken me over
I could gaze into  your eyes
Until each and every star burns away
You are my eternal happiness
Where ever the walk of life takes me
Where and when my journey is over
It wouldn't matter
For I had you
I've been blessed
I would give up my everthing to be in your arms
For you an eternal flame burns in my heart
It will face, fight, and succomb the most turrential storms
Apcolypcal rains, and crazed winds
I hear music in your smile
And see truth in your voice
Your words are golden
You're what I've always wanted
Spread your wings, and take me away
Let me consume you
And become you
To be a beautiful, aged, wise, soul
I love you
 
Madilyn Baldwin
June 2003

Phobias
 
A fear of sleeping
And those who could be peeping
Watching you as you run you life
Secretly stalking, with his knife
Dreams reck havoc in your mind
Dark, gloomy, happy, or kind
Sending conflicting memories back to the brain
It hurts so much
Tears turn to rain
People think you're crazy
But they can't see
What is hidden behind those eyes
Every little detail, everything you despise
Every ounce of hurt
Every ounce of pain
Eats at your flesh and makes you go insane
Too many fears to comprehend
Too much for the heart or brain to mend
Now you're not capible to defend
The body where you belong
You try to take a hit from the reality bong
It sends you spiraling into space
Your heart beats faster, it can't get a steady pace
Blinking as the stars zoom by
Suddenly crying because six billion people don't know why
Why we exist
It's not just some answer that will rise from the mists
It's the unexplained
Your soul has been plagued
Questions will go unanswered
Pain will go unceased
There is no way for confusion to decrease
The mind is gone
The soul is taken over
All that is left is your body to become spawned
Into more fears
That will become phobias
Death is near
Not Utopia
 
Madilyn Baldwin
May 2003
 

 
 
 
 
"Sweet madness or glorious sadness"
 
Sarah McLachlan

 
 
 
 
" Shoot me up, fuck me like a whore "
 
KMFDM
 
 
 
 
 

The Unwanted Goodbye
 
 
 
What happened to the days when waking up had a point
I lost my grip on you
You were gone before I knew it
Confusion yet again has me under wraps
Late nights
Early mornings
Torment inbetween
Just to understand it all
Longing for one more kiss
Just one touch would make me tremble
You sent me on a natural ecstacy
You were my new drug
The better high
It was going so fast
Incredibly fast
It came to a screeching halt
Yet I kept going
Falling hard
I became so lost in you
I couldn't let go
I don't want to admit that I did
Thoughts of you etch burning memories into my soul
As my heart beats each time hoping to love you once more
I miss your comfort
I miss your taste
You made me feel like no other
I will always be waiting
But I guess learning to move on is my only option
You will always and forever be my random guy
And a little more
Goodbye
 
 
Madilyn Baldwin
September 2003
 

Raver Child
 
The heat of the crowd
Everybody is screaming so damn loud
Sweat seeps from every single pore
You're smelling rotten to the core
You've spent more money than you can afford
But who cares
You're here
In the lair
Have another beer
Take some more narcotics
Trip out, become hypnotic
As you start getting sick, you move towards a pail
After puking, get the fuck up and flail
You can do it, the dizziness is only mild
Believe it, cause you're the Raver Child
Dressed in bright clothes
Stuck in dance mode
Time doesn't matter
You take what's given out on the platter
Sparkles adorn your face
You'd do anything to get the "The Place"
To hear your favourite DJ scratch tracks on the 'tables
You are so unstable
But who cares
You're here
In the lair
Have another beer
Take some more narcotics
Trip out, become hypnotic
As you chew through your pacifier
You crave the things you desire
That guy in the corner
Tight shirt, baggy pants, and colourful plastic beads
Love at first sight, or so it seems
The wetness of water
His name is Myles
You're on it, cause your the Raver Child
You want to take off your top
Settle down have another lollipop
Break out to the beat
Move those damn feet
Come on girl, start to fling
Show them what raves really mean
Drugs are messing with your brain
You have super powers, you can't feel pain
These hallucinogens could make you go insane
People have tried to stop you from doing this
You figure, it's either hit or miss
But who cares
You're here
In the lair
Have another beer
Take some more narcotics
Trip out, become hypnotic
Your body is going to erupt
But you'll dance until the sun comes up
You can do it, cause your the Raver Child
 
Madilyn Baldwin
June 2003
 

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